Don't know if this is a question or a vent.

But I hate evenings. She cries herself into a sweat and it makes me feel so sad. I don't know what to do. She's so beautiful, and I just feel so helpless and then guilty for feeling bad.

Sigh. It gets better right? When ish? What about the screaming when she's farting... When ish does that stop?

I feel exhausted from the past hour I've been crying, she's okay now, but I'm still overwhelmed. Doesn't help that hubby's away for work. Just feeling overwhelmed tonight.