Thanks so much everyone....

your inspiring words and advice really helps...

I'm not sure what i'm exactly scared of, wether its the pain, the not knowing when it could really happen, etc... i know that in the end i'll have my beautiful baby and thats the important thing, and if it were in fact that bad women wouldnt go through it over and over again...

Just when i watched the doco's and saw and heard others going through what i will soon be going through and having memories of my first it made me think OMG can i do that again....
I think when your a first timer your told what to expect and even when you watch birthing video's etc you cant really associate what the women is going through to any thing you have been through....

Now i know whats comming it scares me. But i'm not sure if its the pain, the experience or really still not knowing what/how things will happen and work out.... after all labour isnt a routine thing- everyones is different.

Thanks for the tips and i'm off to read the thread now...

Thanks again