I had a traumatic labour in 2010 with my youngest- I was lied to and treated like **** by the midwives, they made me determined to never have any more children simply from the way I was treated.
Despite being on the pill and using condoms, I've discovered I'm 10 weeks pregnant, and will have to return to the same hospital.
I'm absolutely terrified of labor and birth now, (funny since my first was an epi and so calm), any advice on what I can do to get through this?
My doctor is aware but his big answer is "it all depends on who's on that day"..
I have been told I can have a c-section to avoid the whole issue.. But I don't know what I feel about the healing time and not being able to be as hands on with the new bundle..