Yep spent Christmas day sobbing my heart out all day - had visitors coming in and they could obviously see I was upset but I was very grateful that not one of them said anything about it cept for one friend who said something like blues hit today huh. I'm not a person who cries in front of others so them ignoring it was fantastic. It didn't help that DS was having issues and I had been awake all night with midwives and peds.

Second time round hit on day 4 the day I got home from Hossy - wish I had stayed in the extra day or two like they recommended. Couldn't think straight - actually sent DH out at 9:30pm to buy formula - which is so unlike me. It then sat in the cupboard for the next few months :-) Spent the next day randoming breaking into tears for no good reason -

Gotta love that hormone crash :-)