nothing real bad on day 3 - though day four (and the few days since) i've had emotional moments where i've just gone "pfft - bloody hormones!"

i think the worst was when Emerald had lost too much weight and they stopped us coming home, and forced my to express milk and then give her EBM just to prove to them that she was getting something - and the next morning (in the early hours) the middie barged in while E was crying and just got really nasty about things and said she'd go and weigh her to prove to me she wasn't gaining and that there way (formula) would help get her home. DH had stayed the night (he knew i wasn't coping with it real well) and accompanied them to the nursery to be weighed and while he was gone i just fell apart - i was doing all i could and it just seemed they were working against me! he came back to find me a sobbing mess cos i felt like i was failing her

apart from that, it's just been silly stuff - asking DH to come to bed early cos i miss being cuddled (and then tears falling down my face) - getting upset cos he went out last night and everyone got to talk to him about our girl and i was home alone and didn't get to share in that happiness (again, tears just fell!)

and then laying in bed cuddled up to him last night trying to explain how the hormone changes were messing with me and making me so teary - and ended up in tears again! aaaah, the joys!