Kirsty, I know exactly what you mean by being terrified about another c/s, I feel the same way but as I said any future children I have will have to be delivered that way and it`s going to take me time to get used to that idea and to get over the emtional issues I hold about c/s`s, at least I`m not in any hurry atm for more children but my age is against us both so we can`t hold back for too many years.

Please don`t think too much about my birth, it was just one of those things and exhaustion played a major part in it, what happened to me doesn`t happen too often.

I know your final decision will be one which is right for you.