Ruf. I know you are very capable of getting your VBAC so do try to wipe those dates out of your mind. Erase them from your calendar even. Try some visualisation of the baby being in position and ready to go and of your body starting to make things happen. Visualise your cervix opening and dilating and picture the the whole labour and birth if you can. Get some hypnobirthing CD's to listen to and this might help.

I also agree with Trillian, start on the RLT and EPO if you haven't already and definitely talk to Lulu about remedies.

Good Luck hun xox