that I can get through labour. I feel so stupid because I have had a child before and really didn't think it was that bad. But I seem to have built it up in my head into something i'm not going to cope with and now I'm a bit afraid.

I'm overdue and a little bit glad 8-[

I don't know whether its the anticipation waiting for that first contraction, or imagining myself in so much pain but I'm really starting to think...hey baby you can stay in there.

I just feel like I am so stupid.