I had a very very hard time after ds, labour was fine 5hrs after induction for not going into labour after spontaneous rupture of membranes on my due date, baby came out in 3 pushes, husband was great and supportive the whole time.

-I had bad tearing which took 2 months to heal and almost 1 month of pain killers
-I got an infection and went back in to hospital via ambulance on day 4(4hrs after being discharged)
-severe PND for 10 months
-unable to BF

What's the odds of having a normal, no tearing, able to bf, happy post birth?
Or am I more likely to tear again ?