Wow Deb, what can I say... it's been incredible reading your journey and I think this birth is going to be very healing for you, no matter what happens - you have so many people wanting to support you and you are supporting yourself too. It's just fantastic to hear. Well done hon, I think you are going to have an amazing experience and I can't wait to hear - no matter what path your journey is going to take, we're all sitting here cheering for you and proud that you've been so pro-active. It's alot of work isn't it?! But you are doing it. You'll be so glad.