Oh Lil_Aussie, I am sending you HUGE

You have been through so much! I wish I knew what to say to help you, but I do not, so I am just going to say I am thinking of you.

Maybe you could investigate with your hospital in relation to getting your notes. It may depend on your state as to what the requirements are, but maybe it might help give you some answers too!

Fi - I did not want my mother with me when I had either of my children, but I do wish I had someone with me for DS 1. Because of my inability to fill in the blanks, I actually had a close girlfriend with my for the birth of DS 2 and found this to be the best decision I made. I am now going to study to be a Birth Attendant so I can help other women to debrief and support them through their births and postnatal period!

I think alot of information could be gained from the study of mothers and daughters and they way they birth!