Fi, I am sure it will not be so bad for you next time!

I was really able to be far more prepared and knowledgable the 2nd time. I actually enjoyed the sense of achievement the 2 nd time and had the birth that I had planned for!

As far as a little gross, I actually have photos of my son 2nd son being delivered! (my face is not in them though thankgoodness, so if anyone ever finds them, they won't know who it is!!! lol) but I find these photos a really really great reminder that I can do it and will do it again next time!!!!