Yes, finding out your baby Is breech and there is nothing in the world you can do. I Remember it well. And everyone saying do this do that, but nothing works and no one quite gets why you care about a cs.
I'm still mad and sad nearly 5 years later. The procedure was gross and horrid for me - incapacitated, and being watched by 'hundreds' of people who seemed to be fine with the whole thing.

I hope you can work through it all better than me. Use your experience for bettering care for others like you.

Congratulations on your little sweet baby girl xx