Min - Thank you for sharing your story with us. I can sympathise with you on a couple of your issues, I too felt very strange when they popped me up to see this baby which was suddenly born and was mine, it all happens so quickly and by feeling your not a part of it all makes it so hard. Mark did take lots of photos of Matthew starting from just his head poking out which has helped me a lot, I cherish those precious photos. Like you with Jackson, Matthew was also taken away after a quick cuddle to be bathed and dressed, after being away from Mark and Matthew for 2 hours while in recovery I was finally able to see my darling hubby and baby.

Sorry for going on but I just wanted to let you know I can sympathise with you on a couple of your points.

I`m glad you are both well and your both starting to really get to know each other.

Take Care

Deeanne