Min - you poor little thing .... I feel for you so much .... OB's are definately overated. can't believe they didn't make sure your husband was with you from the beginning ... he is probably feeling robbed also ! ....
Just remember no matter what the actual birth was like, little Jackson was created by you & grew in your tummy for 9mths .... doesn't really matter how he gets out ... he is still your baby O
I have heard that C/S make women feel like this at the beginning, but it does get better.
Big HUGS to you ... & congatulations on the birth of baby Jackson !!