Oh min, I am so sorry they treated you that way. I hope you are bonding with your little boy and seeing how like his mum and dad he is. I hope ur partner is giving you lots of TLC and supprt, and I want you to know.....it's not unusual to feel disassociated after a c/s and it's certainly ok to feel down after an experience like that. It will pass and will be taken oer by the blinding love for your son....
Congratulations on having a healthy boy and lots of *hugs* coming your way from us here.........