Hey ttcno2
you should be really proud of yourself for writing (and posting) these feelings about your birth experience
sometimes labor and birth become such a rollercoster ride that is loses any sense of enjoyment or fullfilment.
you certainly did not lose any dignity with being vocal...it is a very natural thing to vocalise the sensations of labor
perhaps it may be a good idea to talk to your DH (and maybe even the midwife) about your feelings surrounding your labor and birth of your little man...sometimes the negative thoughts can push aside and postive memories of the experience
thank you so much for sharing
xx yogababy





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