I lost my milk supply when she was 4 months and I have battled and worked to maintain a very average supply. She's now losing weight and the stress of constantly pumping, taking tablets etc is taking a major toll on me and my marriage.

She's been on the bottle for 24 hours now and she is doing great, lots of wet nappies and not even looking for the boob (way to hit my ego kid!!). I know it's the right decision but inside I am really hurting. I feel like after battling for over 6 months that I've simply given up but I just couldn't do it anymore, I'm tired of being so focussed on breastfeeding and so sad to have a hungry baby.

Mother guilt is a shocker hey...