WM; I am in Swan Hill.

I went looking for a breast pump yesterday at the hospital, but doesn't look like they had one. Very surprised. I didn't really feel like having a second shower, due to a severe lack of progress the first time round. I ended up going home last night, about 8.30, because I think I had just had enough of being in hospital, missed my family, felt awful, etc, etc, etc. I was in terrible tears.

I have a manual breast pump, but no bottles for it. The Man will be going out soon to see if he can get a bottle to fit. God I hope so. This is utter agony. I had a hot shower before, and tried to express, even just a little. But I could not get a drop. Not one . Usually in the hot shower, let down happens, and they practically run on their own. But nothing! So unhappy and sore!