Oh Netix you poor thing. Can you buy an electric pump? Once your milk has settled you don't need to pump usually, unless you are working etc. I don't use mine super regularly but i find it's really handy to have an electric one, for daddy to feed her if I'm out on the weekend getting my hair done or something, or for relieving engorged breasts if she refuses her first feed of the morning, which is common at the moment.