There's nothing wrong with you all hun all

There's no rule to say a mother must enjoy breastfeeding. I know a lot of women who never enjoyed it, but did it anyway because they knew it was the best thing for their baby.

I guess it comes down to the fact of whether you feel you are able to continue and how much it will affect you mentally / emotionally if you do. I would definitely encourage you to continue, however your mental health is just as important