don't feel like you've given up - as MR says, you've done what you needed to do. BFing may be a mum & baby activity but it often requires the support of a whole lot of other people to make it happen. i think my journey was relatively easy (in hindsight!) but even then it wouldn't have happened without the support of my DP, BB, the ABA, my MCHN etc....it takes a lot of different factors to really make it work.

feel proud that you perservered without the necessary support & BF for as long as you did