I don't think i can do this anymore... i am feeding one or the other constantly and i feel really spent. I don't feel like a person much and i find myself getting irritated and not enjoying it at all. I feel like the baby is being robbed of his exclusive breastfeeding time because the toddler is so demanding. Every time i go to feed my baby it feels like a chore rather than the great bonding experience it should be... it feels this way because i have probably just fed my toddler. I don't want my baby to miss out on this being a bonding experience between us. I am not sure if this is how other tandem feeders feel or how they cope, the lack of sleep is catching up on me and i'm just really exhausted.I always thought child lead weaning was the only way to go but this isn't really working. I'm not sure what to do, whether i should continue with my toddler as it is becoming to the detriment of myself and my baby.
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