Up until 6 weeks we had dramas with attachment and pain, and then we hit the 6 week mark and it all just fell nicely into place. I had it under control, no pain, great latch. This however only lasted a couple of weeks! For the past week my nipples have been so sensitive and painful. I think she has her latch right, it looks and feels ok. But that being said I am not 100% sure?! I am back to taking panadol and dreading each feed.
After feeding my nipples look pinched, like yellowish if that makes sense?
We have also been battling oral thrush for going on four weeks now. Just as it seems to ease up, it comes back again. I am doing everything right. Airing out the nipples, hot washing/sun drying bras daily, nilstat (onto 3rd bottle which I dont want to have to use!), daktarin, soaking dummies in boiling water after each use, probiotics for me, downing natural greek yoghurt like its going outta fashion and even giving her tongue a gentle scrape with a clean cotton tip after each feed. I think the thrush is the best I have had it at so far, so cant understand why now this would be causing me pain?
I feel like breastfeeding so far has been nothing but a drama and I really have not been enjoying it. I dont understand the whole bonding thing with it either, I just cant wait for her to finish each feed. If only the pain would stop and then I could maybe learn to like breastfeeding!!! I am only sticking this out because she is such a content little baby, 3 hrs between feeds, fantastic at night (so jinxed myself now), no gut/wind issues like DD1 had on formula and obviously because I know its the best thing for her and she likes it so how can I take it away from her? Also I have a couple of people I want to prove wrong. But seriously I am hanging on by a very fine thread now...
Hi,
I just wanted to say that it sounds like you are doing a wonderful job. Sorry to hear about your difficulties with breastfeeding. I stuck with bf with my DS because I thought I 'should' and he ended up losing weight and going on the bottle at 6 months old. He weaned himself off and took to the bottle immediately. I think it all depends on what is best for mum and baby. If you are happy to keep perserving, then give it a go, who knows you both might find your feet again. However, if you find it no good for the both of you or it is affecting your parenting then ditch it. Either way and you both will be fine. Best of luck with it all!
It sounds like you are going through a rough period. Usually thrush clears up quickly when treated - I think that it is very likely that what you have now is not thrush (it may have been so initially, but probably isn't now) It might be good to go back to see an LC at this point.
Early breastfeeding can be tough - it really is worth persisting, and it really does get better. Mothers don't have to "pu up" with discomfort. It is likely that you have had other challenges in your life - learning to drive a car for intance. Remember how difficult that seemed? How you kangaroo hopped down the road? Now I bet you don't give it another thought. It will be the same with breastfeeding soon. But you do need the right support (just like you needed quite a few driving lessons) before it just became second nature.
Damn. I'm really sorry to hear you're still having troubles.
Try to remember how good it was when things fell into place - you can have that again.
Your DD is obviously doing really well, so good job! The pain could well be due to the thrush - maybe get some more advice about ways to get rid of it. It can be a real bugger to get rid of. We're still trying here too, but thankfully no pain for me.
It sounds like you want to keep perserving, it is worth it and the bond is special once you are both settled in well. Barb's advice was wondeful, please do get help to sort out your issue so that bf can be enjoyable.
I didn't ever love it either, but ended up feeding for about 18 months. It's ok not to love it. I found the first 3 months hard tbh. But i would be going back to get that pain checked out. If it wasn't painful, then sounds like everything else is going well. So if you can get on top of the pain things will be easier. 3 bottles of nilstat is a lot. If it hasn't worked after the first bottle then maybe the dr can recommend something else. OR maybe it's not thrush, it's something else that's why not responding to the treatment?
Hang in there, you are putting in an awesome effort.
I had a few struggles with pain the the early weeks with my DD, i wasn't expecting it at all as i'd already sucessfully breastfed my two boys. It just goes to show that feeding each individual can be very different. I too would cringe on attachment for each feed, when she was done my nipple would be squashed and i also had a blister on one nipple for a little bit there. Thoughts of whether or not i'd be successful at feeding her entered my mind but i was determind not to give up.
I have just recently at 3 months of age been thinking how i now feel no pain and feeding is really quite enjoyable. For us it was definately attachment and once we had that figured out and i think my nipples were able to adjust to DD's attachment we were much better so if you can bare it i'd definately say hang on a little longer.
I'm not sure if Barb as a professional would recommend this but i was in the line at the chemist ready to purchase nipple shields when a lady said to try the Rite Aid gel breastpads, they where really soothing and helped with the painful blister. It may or may not work for you but it did help me. You should be able to buy them at your local supermarket.
Stick at it a little longer and hopefuly once you are able to eliminate thrush and any other issues you will be able to enjoy your breastfeeding you little one.
Don't forget you can call the breastfeeding helpline (1800 Mum2Mum) anytime. They can support you over the phone and they can put you in contact with your local group, and you will be able to talk to a counsellor face-to-face.
I was at a seminar about pain in breastfeeding the other day. If you are tense or anxious about the feeds, it is likely to hurt more. How would you rate your usual pain threshold? The pain that you experience when feeding - how would you rate it is intensity (1 being low, 10 high)? How would you rate your comfort? Is it pain all through the feed, or just at the beginning?
How is your back? Drop your shoulders, breathe deeply and look forward to the feed for the goodness it brings to your baby (who by the sounds of it, is doing really well - you are doing really well). Focus on each feed as it comes. Not the last feed or the next feed. Do you know about baby-led attachment?
sorry to hear things are challenging at the moment.
there are some great suggestions already and i just wanted to reiterate what junglemum said - it's ok not to love it. i posted that sort of thing a few times. i felt a bit guilty for not loving it but in the end the months passed without me really noticing & i just weaned my DS last week at 20 months.
I wanted to be able to breastfeed so bad and even joined the ABA before I had bubs to make sure I stuck with it. Well nobody told me that I would get nipple vasospasm & thrush like I did and I could only manage to breastfeed for 4 weeks. 2 of those weeks I expressed every feed. I also saw a lactation consultant three times to make sure attachment was good. She actually said that she had never seen as perfect "Special K lips" as my son had so I know that his attachment was perfect and not the problem.
My plan to breastfeed exclusively did not work but the best decision I made was for me to get better. I know that if I kept breastfeeding the way I was (in tears at every feed) then I would have lost my sanity. There are two ways to feed a baby - breast or bottle feed and in the end, I chose bottlefeeding because it was right for me at that time. I would do it all over again if I had the choice.
You have done a great job Isadora to feed your bubs for 9 weeks - it may get easier as others have said. I didn't get as far as you but good luck with your breastfeeding journey
Last edited by Nelly4; March 10th, 2011 at 08:06 PM.
yes. it does get easier! that's the crux of it love. I had a bumpy BF ride too and, while i feel immense guilt in saying this, was so relieved when my boy weaned at 7months BUT things do get easier and you get into a rhythm, so does bubs.
have you seen a LC? maybe you can go to an ABA meeting and get them to check attachment if that's what you think may be the cause of the pain? and also get that thrush checked out again sweets.
have you considered using a pump? When i got an infected and very sore nipple i pumped for a bit from that sore side to give my nipple a rest. And i do know there are ladies that completely pump to feed their LO, which I think is amazing and such a huge commitment that i'm in awe of those mummies
While I didn't 'love' bf, I am glad i stuck with it and after a few months things improved and I did start to enjoy it... watching your gorgeous little bub as they feed (without pain or crying) is bliss.
I hope things improve for you. and Yay for the sleeping! so she's obviously getting plenty of good milk from you! you are doing a fantastic job!!!! At the end of the day, you need to decide what is best for YOU as well as your bubs - and remember there is no right or wrong way and you WILL make the best decision for your baby- because you are a great mummy.
not sure if any of that helps but big fat hugs to you oxoxo
You are not a drama queen! I am just really happy for you that you are having such a good go at it.
Keep posting as much as you need to.
With dd1, she was pretty tiny so I had a few probs getting her on. It seemed like ages before her mouth was big enough for her to get a good attachment on her own, but we got there. And then it was easy. I could feed while doing just about anything! You'll get there. X
9 wks old, when does it get easier?
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I found the first 3 months hard tbh. But i would be going back to get that pain checked out. If it wasn't painful, then sounds like everything else is going well. So if you can get on top of the pain things will be easier. 3 bottles of nilstat is a lot. If it hasn't worked after the first bottle then maybe the dr can recommend something else. OR maybe it's not thrush, it's something else that's why not responding to the treatment? 
BF and sleep deprivation is so hard 
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