Belfie, you are doing well, even though it sounds like you're doubting yourself. Try to give yourself a big pat on the back for how far you've come, despite all of your troubles. A lot of women give up when faced with the same obstacles, so it's a true testament to both your commitment and the great support you've built up around yourself that you're still going.

see your LC again. And phone the ABA hotline in the meantime, just to get a friendly voice on the end of the advice. Keep going, one day at a time. You will soon be looking back on this as an experience. 6 weeks is your first milestone, but like you I found it helpful to have others. I have heard of Mums who got to 12 weeks still experiencing difficutlies and then overcome them. So maybe think of your next goal - 3 mths?

Good luck!