Never give up on your worse day...

This is ringing true for me at the moment, I was so close to making up a bottle of formula last night / early hours of this morning.

Oliver just was not settling, now I know this is classed as cluster feeding, either that or comfort sucking due to his reflux. And I know that even a bottle of formula would not have made a difference but when I'm sitting there feeding AGAIN with tender nipples "what if" runs through my mind.

My night...
7.06 - 12 min
Nappy Change
7.24 - 18 min
7.57 - 12 min
8.48 - 16 min
9.08 - 9 min
Nappy Change
10.19 - 40ml Breast Milk
Settles down and falls asleep


3.01 - 10 min
Nappy Change
3.19 - 13 min
Nappy Change
3.49 - 9 min
Takes a while but finally falls asleep again.

Then up at 4.30 to take DH to the airport... Not sure when he's back this time, flights next weekend are a bit pricey... Perhaps the following.

Now I know there is no advice for this but I so needed to get it off my chest... No need for a response just useless venting.