Oh hun I promise you it gets easier & the pain does fade, but in the beginning as I said in my last post it is so damn hard to get past that disappointment. I bet you were completely exhausted after all of that, you poor thing.

You know what I hate so much. At the time from what I remember I said it was ok, I said yes do whatever to get rid of the pain. Afterwards those hormones that make you forget the pain make you question if it really was that bad & if you wussed out & should have kept going. It's just not fair. For other mums the pain of labour is gone & they can happily go on to do it all again, but for us the pain goes & then we have the regret & guilt that perhaps we gave up too soon.

Hugs to all of you beautiful women that have been there & are going through this now. I can only hope that for me next time I am able to get past some of this because my c/section will be elective.