So this time a year ago i had been in labour for the last 2 days and DS is one tomorrow! I think about how is birth didnt go to plan alot, especially the last couple of days just remembering back to what happened. Its not as hard to swallow which is good but i still think about what i have missed out on.

Good news is, it hasnt detered me from wanting to try for a vba2c in the future I replay back what happened and have read so much more since then i am im determined to achieve this if we are to be blessed with another child later on