I know here in QLD they will not do elective c/s in the public system without a good reason - most commonly if you have had a previous c/s. Emergency c/s happen all the time for various reasons, but in general they do not like to do 'planned' caesarians. Vaginal birth, unless there is an emergency situation, is safer than a c/s and from an economic perspective, is a lot cheaper for the hospital.

I think you need to discuss your thoughts with someone who will be understanding of your feelings and listen to your concerns - perhaps a midwife.