I know what you mean, and I worry of going for a VBAC and the risks or going with another c/s and the risks. I guess what makes me less stressed about the decision of another c/s (if I were to have another baby, which I don't think I will) is that I'm aware of the process now, so I could plan for that, prepare for it (because obviously, even though there is always a possibility of c/s with any birth, it's higher after you've already had one).