i know how you feel
Sounds like i could have written that post in parts...
I however researched birthing loads and loads, but when it came to the big day it all went out the window...
My problem was that i didnt have enough support either, i would have fought tooth and nail for someone else, but i didnt have that support for me.
I go back over and over the mistakes that i made and want to cry.
The best thing that i did to help heal those wounds (the emotional ones) is post on here and find out that i wasnt alone and that others had similar experiences to me.
I still feel slight resentment towards friends that have wonderful natural births and i wonder what that would e like, how it would have been for me...
Take care of yourself
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