I also had a c/s for my first child 4 mths ago. I just wouldn't dialate past 4cm (I swear that measurment will haunt me lol) but i guess I always look at the bigger picture. Every labour is different and the experience of bringing a life into the world should be your focus rather than how.. I try to remember all the good parts like how my husband was excited to wear scrubs (idiot made me take a photo) and how so many people worked together in the theatre to bring my son into the world and that the pediatrician took photos for us so my husband could hold my hand.. We are lucky we live in a country and during a time that with complications we are still able to have babies with limited pain to us and limited distress to our bubs.. c/s should be celebrated as we are lucky that its an option.. You shouldn't be dissapointed in something you had no control over.. If we could all prepare and control our labours they would be quick, easy and pain free haha!