Thanks everyone,

You never know what is normal etc do you. after everything that has happened leading up to Nikita's birth and then her passing my mind has been a bit of a mushy mass not absorbing everything.

Alan,

Thanks so much, I really want to give you such a monster hug especially after everything leading up to my hospital stay.
Now thats typical nurse humour right there isn't it thats exactly what my mother said to but its hard not to touch and poke.

Me thinks I probably have been over doing it a bit, I guess I am just trying to get back to some sort of a normal life and forget that it is a major abdominal surgery.

Thank you everyone for your responses, tonight I shall endulge and have a hot bath.

Nae x