which one

Nikolaus - emergency....no SCN straight into my room

Wilhelm - due on the 25th Jan - c/s 16th...waters broke on table - again straight in my room...no SCN

Vyolett....emergency on the 2nd Sep as I was in labour and yet again my waters broke on the table BUT booked for the 5th of Sep - due 13th september - no SCN - breast feed in recovery

Mateauz - due on the 13th of Jan - c/s the 8th....waters broke waiting in the prep room - in SNN due to cord being around his neck and being blue and not breathing when born

I also had generals with all 4.

I wouldn't think about it to much hon.......wait until the later part of your pg...you know your body and at what stage its at

so despite not willing to put your body through the motions to try for a VBA2C, why don't you wait to go into labour, so it's an emergency C/S?

going through one failed VBAC is heart wrenching enough but the risks of complications after having 2 c/s is extremely high..internal bleeding, internal tears of the c/s scar, let alone the emotional scaring involved to your mind for maybe failing again. Its not as easy trying for a VBAC after having an unsuccessful one