:hugs: ren I know what you mean... I found it hard to face everyone in real life and say "no not this month" especially when everyone knew when we were testing... very frustrating!
But you have more willpower than me with the HPTs...

I'm not on the edge of my seat waiting for the result, nor am I going to bug you any more! :hugs: I hope it happens though! If not this month, then sometimes time really soon :hugs: