4 weeks ago my baby man started pre school/day care.
He's a real shocking mummies boy & has some pretty serious seperation issues. He'll go out to mum & dad's place fine now & stay a weekend, but he won't stay at his best little mates house without me for 20 minutes, even though he has spent day after day there with me.
I was thinking about starting him back when he first turned 2, but finding out about DD3 took a while to get used to & I just had too much on.
I decided I better start him now, to start the seperation very slowly before he goes to school in 2 years.
Day 1, go in, look around, leave him for about an hour (with his permission), then come back to him just waiting to burst into tears
Day 2, stay with him for about 1.5 hours, then we both leave.
Day 3, arrange to have 'Mr Pat' take him to do boys stuff (he's a real boys boy), but we are away for a funeral so miss out.
Day 4, Friday just gone (Fridays, weekly).
We get to the door, I ask if Mr Pats around. No.
Lady in charge comes over to DS (knows I'm stressed about it all), says its ok, it'll be ok.
Picks him up, he starts screaming, tells me to go...
I watch her carry him away screaming for me, promise him I'll be back & turn my back on him
I was in tears going through the gate. Balling my eyes out for ages.
I pulled out, went through 2 sets of lights & they rang me at the third set (5 minutes) he'd stopped crying... I was still sobbing like a baby! (Cried for about 20 minutes before I pulled myself together!)
He was ok, just kinda stood back & watched, no melt downs. They let him do as he pleased to make it easier on him.
I picked him up & he lost it with me Telling me I was naughty & that he wanted to come to the shops
He did pep up a tad before we left, his teacher got him giggling a bit.
One photo they showed me I could see the 'about to burst into tears face' (can be seen in my FB photo's of his first day).
He talks about it, but won't admit that he had an ok time.
Do I keep forcing him like this? I dunno if he can handle it, but I certainly can't!
Neither of my older girls were like this. It was different with them. They were happy to go...
But he does need to start getting ready for school. I know its 2 years away, but I really think he needs to start trusting other people now.
What would you guys do???
I'd happily keep him home with me forever & ever...
Last edited by ~clover~; February 27th, 2011 at 08:27 PM.
Probably stick it out if you can...it will probably be a great thing for him in the end to feel secure without you.
I have had similar issues with my DS (who is 2) going back to creche into a new room after a 6 week break over Christmas, but he really started turning the corner last week (about week 3) and this week he was fantastic! He walked in himself instead of me carrying him, he hung up his own bag on the hook, and said Hi to his carers when we got there!! I know he really loves it, and needs the stimulation of the other kids and activities. And he has already learnt so many new things...his speaking has improved, and he is so proud of himself when he tries something new.
I know it is hard, I hated these first few weeks back, but I think it is so great for leading into school later xooxo
I've just never, ever forced anything on him.
He was an attached booby baby for 2 years.
I know its good for him, but it breaks my heart. I have tears in my eyes now, just remembering how abandoned he sounded
DS1 Has been good he says bye and goes and plays, when I come back he is excited to see but asks to go home as soon as he sees me!
DS2 Gets upset and crys when I leave and I am told settles fairly fast and when I go to pick him up he starts crying as soon as he sees me!!
They tell me he has a few tears during day but stops fairly quickly with a cuddle.
I know its hard but I suggest keeping at it, I feel awful as DS1 didn't have time apart from me until he was 27 months when he went to OCC for 5 hrs 1 day a week and then CC starting 3 weeks ago so leaving DS1 so young is terrible but I know he will be fine as sad as I am to leave him.
Aaahhhhh I'm having these issues NOW... Oskar was fine for about the first 6 months last year then it all started... but we got past it and then I changed him to go to a different kindy (which is better for him and also offers so much more for my money) and he cries EVERY time and says I take too long to come back etc... I hate it but I have to leave him there. One time I didn't, I just thought this is too hard, he wasn't negotiating at all and I told him I can't do that again. I don't know what to tell you cos Oskar is almost 4 now and it's worse for me now than it was a year ago ... although I don't think the lady should've just taken him away the way she did. Sounds like you didn't really have see ya later time.
He is about 6 months older then my youngest (nov 08). I personally wouldn't push it just yet. Iain is also very much a mummys boy & is only just now willing to go to DH if I say ask daddy. Things like needing help with the toilet or being picked up at the shops etc. For a loooong time it was only me. He would scream & carry on if DH tried. He would only accept me for anything! If I go out & leave him behind he cries. He gets over it pretty quick but he hates me leaving him behind.
I think he is finally letting go a bit as I have recently weaned him from the breast.
But no way would I try Day care yet. my DD started just last week at her new "preschool" (recently moved state) & Iain likes being there but would not handle me leaving him.
2 years is ages away as far as school goes. Yes he needs to start trusting others, but clearly he isn't ready yet. I believe he will be more trusting if he is allowed to be so in his own time. If it was me, I would probably leave it if its not a *need* to be in daycare & try again in 6 months. In the mean time, visit often, go to playgroups, visit friends etc. Get him socialising more while he is still in his comfort zone.
hun at the end of the day you do what is right for you
FWIW my twins were never left with anyone - not for one sec besides my DH and I until their first day of kinder
they were fine!
but age 3 they were ready to be left- they understood it all and there were no tears
they are very clingy kids and tell me how much they miss me everyday after school but they understand that they need to go to school and they feel safe and secure at school so it is fine
i really dont think that you need to get kids used to being left in time for school- the best thing to get them ready is TIME and them growing into that stage
its all up to you- if you want to continue to do this then go for it- but if the price of you both being not happy is not worth it- then i would wait for a bit and maybe try it when he is a bit older
hugs hun and just do what is right for you!!!!
I hate this!
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