We're kinda co-sleeping atm - We never wanted to, but DS starting getting restless in his basinette after only 2 hours of sleep at night, so we now co-sleep and he sleeps really well.. We're only doing it until we can afford some baby monitors and we'll then be putting him in his cot at the other end of the house (which is why we want the monitors)
my lovely, you're not a horrible mother!