Yes, Emma, I totally hear you. You feel like you're the only one *really* struggling with sleep and everyone else's sleep problems pale in comparison. I do understand - I've been there. But it *will* get better. Next month you and your DD may have developed a really lovely peaceful sleep ritual that you're both happy with and find that everyone else is struggling... It is good that they're not bragging about it - at least you know that if and when they have problems they'll talk about it with you and you can share your wisdom with them when they need it
So glad you had a good night last night. I understand your frustration at yourself on persevering with something you're unhappy doing. The reality is there is so much pressure on new parents! You can't escape, so all you can do is try to look after yourself as best you can (get sleep when you can, get reassurance where you can - here is the perfect place!) and then things seem more bearable. I must admit I am still swamped with guilt sometimes for 'doing things wrong' with my baby, particularly if I'm having a bad day or feeling really tired, often when I haven't had my baby-free time during the day. But those feelings are fewer and further between nowadays, thankfully. Sorry, I have waffled. Take care.