Oh Cadence!
I hope you arent stressing too much .......... easier said than done I know
Like you said to me only a couple of days ago - please do not apologise for the vent, we all need to do it (I wouldnt cope without bellybelly!!) so you are in good company. I do hope you get your BFP & wish you all the will not to test too early! Please keep us updated
for you