ARGH

my turn for a vent

1. i am so so so moody/emotional.... snapping at df and kids... argh

2. now im freaking about baby #3... like we have been talking about it for ages.. and now we ar ehere, now we have possibly DONE IT.. i am SH-ITT-ING myself!!!! I wanted this so bad, heck i want 4 but i am just so scared now.. lol..

I guess im scared as i have all the very strong signs of being UTD... so even though i havent had a BFP.. all the signs are pointing that way and i guess being how emotional and moody i am, it is making it harder and making me freak out ahhhhhhh

ARGH ARGH ARGH



sorry just had to get it out. And ot make it worse my thread got locked, which is so minor, but i am a little hurt, i dunno, it was like my litle refuge and has been a consend for me for the past week and now tis like bam, gone. how stupid am i to be upset over that?????

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :CRY: