HI all,
Well, this month marks my 4 months since my last m/c, and therefore 3 months of ttc again, although we didn't really notttc for the month after my d&c, so i guess it is 4 months of ttc. I REALLY thought that last month was it and I'm getting so frustrated with myself, although I know that it really does nothing for my ttc journey! AF turned up on Sunday night, 2 1/2 days early, making my cycle about 25 days this month which I also know is not optimal for ttc . Maybe I'm stressing too much, no, know Iam! Considering my first pregnancy took only one night to concieve(!) and my second one was two cycles, Ithought Id be pg by now. What I'd like to know is what do you all do when you see AFas turned up each month? Is there anything you do to help cheer yourselves up or do you just go about things as normal? With my due date looming...9th of Sept, I had hoped I'd be pg and over the really worrying time for my due date (which is about 18 weeks for me, so no hope of that now!) My DH is going away in Sept. to Goulbnurn to train for the police force, so it will be a weekend romance for 6 months, and I would like to be pg by then too, otherwise the long distance relationship thing will make it really hard to ttc as well. I just feel so down atm (with AF partly to blame), I know that rationally 4 months is nothing and that others are having a much harder time than us of getting pg, but this is how I'm feeling...and I'm not all that rational lately!!

Thanks, Kellie.