Faint BFP not getting darker at 4wk 1d?

[ciara.e]

hey ladies,

here's just what i wrote on my other post:-

just letting you all know that i had my scan done this morning. The sonographer was lovely. Looks like blighted ovum... so i guess I just wait to start bleeding? she's a little puzzled that i haven't started to bleed yet so she's asked for me to have some bloods taken again over a few days and return for another scan if i don't start bleeding soon. She said there's a small mass of something in my uterus but she can't confirm that it's a foetus or sac as its too small. There's still a chance that it's not so gloomy... but at this stage it appears to be a loss.

Thanks for all the support and help! It's helped me so much. I'm kinda a bit in shock but it would have been worse if I didn't have you guys to get me through it!

Still got the vomiting and sore boobs, but i guess that will all go away once I start to bleed?? I dunno.

.... I am kinda feeling a little sad about it all now, which i thought i'd have skipped over as I kinda tried to prepare myself for it... but it's not as easy as that i guess. I watched my DP swallow his heart when i told him (as they didn't let him come into the room for the scan). Now he's just gone off to training and left me here when I kinda feel like I need him around me.

I'll get passed it i'm sure. Thanks for all the help!