I know this thread is a bit old but I so now how you feel. OMG I can not stop thinking about babies. We were planning on TTC in September but we've now decided to start trying now. Although not actively trying as I have no idea what's going on with my cycle, just came off the pill. So we're not using contraception and if it happens it's meant to be I say! So you have more self-control than me! lol.