I cann't seem to help myself. I have tested everyday for a week and a half now. BFN's (what else could I expect testing so early) Well I tested this morning - BFN. I think AF should be due tomorrow. so I leave the negative test sitting there and check it again later (about an hour) still BFN. Have resigned myself to another month of TTC.

Well, I go back a couple of hours after this see the test and pick it up to look at once more before chucking it in the bin. looking at it closely there is an extremely faint (so faint I am probably imagining it) line. So for the last hour I have been exaiining this test, wondering is the line really there? am I just imagining it? Is it some other mark on the test - not a real line? if so was the mark there earlier and I just didn't notice it? or did it somehow get marked later? Is it an evaporation line? anyother lines of thought...

I am driving myself crazy! This cannot be healthy. the test is a forelife one that is supposed to test up to 10 mlU/ml. but it also says to discard and ignore any results after 10 minutes. so 3-4hrs is most likely waaayyy too long.

I feel like I have been banging my head on the wall WAAYY too much.