Thanks for the replies girls. It's so dumb. I know that I shouldn't be obsessing - I certainly shouldn't be testing so much. I have given similar advice to others in the past. I am just getting so impatient and annoyed that I cann't just fall pregnant this time round. I literally fell pregnant first go, with the two kids that I have, and although I understand cercumstances are different this time (I am breastfeeding), It still never occurred to me that it wouldn't happen that way this time as well. It has now been about 3 months since we started TTC - which really isn't long at all - BUT I am still very impatient. I know I am behaving like my 2.5yr old when she doesn't get what she wants RIGHT NOW, and I am begining to see where she gets it from. Although I am not as wingey as this IRL, I promise, but no-one IRL knows we are TTC, so this is the only place I feel I can vent on this.

Amsta - I really hope things happen for you soon too.

Isn't it funny how we can get so wrapped up in those two little lines.