Evening Ladies, i am here, i have just had a really blah day again today, but AF has gone so i can resume my snuggling with hubby, , i think this tww, i shall try and i did say try, not to get to worked up about it all, and not do a hpt till at least day 10, , at least i wont be alone again during this tww, which is sad really that none of us actually got our bfps, well not yet.

Tonight we are having chinese food home delivered, i like to eat chinese when im feeling blah, um, could be the reason why i have gained 40 kilos, , i hope every one is doing better mentally than me, i have been thinking about baby names to try and keep myself occupied, its hard, every name i say hubby says, nahhhh.

Mummy moni, mountain mummy, Missy Moomoo, kellz and anyone i have forgotten, this is it ladies this is our month!