omg i am so upset. i have been crying since i read an email from my stupid ****ing FIL. i am so mad. and so sad. i just wanna scream and cry all at once. i rang mum and had a good vent to her, so glad she had time to listen

*crys*

why girls? why do some people have to be so cruel? and i have never ever done anythignt to deserve what he does!!!!!!! i am always able to admit if ive been wrong, but this man is the most arrogant, nasty and just arghhhhhhhhh

and poor DD his blatant ignoring of her and i... i i dont care about, he can ignore me all he wants but he pretends she does not exist.... honestly... and it gutters me.

Im just guttered.

Moni, yes i have already kinda decided i think if i am not UTD already i am gonna give it a break for a bit. Especially after tonight and the sht that is going on.



And im so mad at DF cause altho i knw he hates how they make me feel, he has done nothing but ignore them. and that just isnt enough. ARGH

im so sorry to be all boohoo me guys just having a ****y evening.