just wanting to be utd again

[mountain mummy]

Lisa hunny follow your heart!!

[Papillon]

WEEEELLLLLLLLL lol

I will give you some news in the morning... i dont want to be jumping the gun so....

tune in, in the morning and we will see if i DEFINATELY have something exciting to share

[Ahurani]

Bec was that last post cryptic :P

[mountain mummy]

oooooooooh Bec I can't wait!

[Papillon]

Well guys, im out officially. I thought i had a true faint bfp lasts night but turns out it wasnt. Woke up this AM with AF.

I am guttered, not so much because i am not pregnant, but more cause of what it means.

This now means there is something wrong with DF, and i feel so for him as he will have to have that testing now. And, before you go down the road of no no, it cant take perfectly healthy couples such such amount of time to fall PG... yes this is true however. We have ALWAYS fallen PG first go, and even fallen while on contraception. With the accident he had at work last year, the machine that crushed him sliced through his ball sack, it missed each testicle BUT they couldnt say if it missed the tubing linking the testies to his other bits...... They said there is a chance his fertility may be affected but to explore that when it was a concern.

I am just so heartbroken, and . And i dont want to tell him cause i know instantly what he is going to be thinking and feeling...... and i dont want him to feel it!

Ahhhhhhhhhh....

You know what has even topped this day off great, i am sitting in my bed right now, everyone else still sleeping, and i can see ANTS!!! BLOODY ANTS!!!

OK BE BACK LATER....

bye for now all

[Neenee Jellybeanie]

I'm sorry, Bec

I know you said not to say this, but it's impossible to know for sure what's going on and there's still a chance that nothing is wrong at all. Don't give up yet! *hugs*

edit: If you had a faint positive and then AF, do you think it's possible that you had a very early MC?

[savina]

aw bec im so sorry i was really hoping u would get your bfp, please dont beat ya self up 2 much i know its hard but there may not b wrong with dh, it just may not have happened, this time, and i also understand how u said u fall stright away , but it just could have been a miss this time, but if u feel worried the only way 2 put your mind at ease is 2 get the testing done just to make yourself feel better and put your mind at ease, then if its all ok , u will know it was just a miss.

im thinking of you.
and again im sorry u r goin through this
take care
savina
xx

[Papillon]

Hey guys., i know what your saying, but call it intuition, call it whatever... i know something isnt right.

I have not fallen pregnant once in the last 18 months yet there has been so many occasions that if prior to his accident we would of. And now, after trying and i know i O'd.... we arent preggers... yiou really dont need to be a scientist to do the math.

See, with the damage to his man bits, they were sowllen for about a week, and i mean they were the size of a very very large orange, maybe a bit bigger. The surgeon said, if the tubing wasnt affected, he damage from the swelling may be substantial on its own.

We just dismissed it thinking, c'mon we have never had any issues before, and i know before i got with DF, i fell pregnant VERY easy (on contraception)...so ahhhh

I sound like im kaing excuse's up hey, i just am putting all our facts together and this is what it is equating to me.

Either way, i guess it wasnt meant to be right now.... im just now this morning though putting thought into whether i want to continue trying!! I could not stand to have this day come again (after ttc, i realise i will get my period again lol)...

I have an appt with a Naturopath tomorrow, first one... for my psoriasis and couple other things. I might speak with her about a few things and see if mayb putting the TTC #3 of right now may be my best option. Ah i duno.

sighs

Ok, i better go. off to look at a house and property... least ill be outta the house, mind of things!

Thanks guys for replying so quick

[savina]

i would get some testing done if u can.... it will make u feel better then u will know either way good or the bad ...
b kind to yourself....

[savina]

hello ladies, well my getting utd for this cycle is temporarily on hold, yes i am being a good sister and puuting my sisters request ahead of my personal situation and my feelings, as my sister so nicely put it in her text message last night, i am not to steal her lime light!

For thoose that dont know, (i posted in the other thread yesterday), my little and only sibling, darling sister is getting married sep 26 th, this year, she knows i want another baby, but does not know that i am already ttc, yesterday she said on the phone, and it has been said months ago also, that i am not allowed to be pregnant/due around her wedding, well since the first announcement her other bridesmade has sad that she is ttc, so now i am just no longer alowed to be due near her wedding, so if i do ttc this cycle and am successful i will have a due date in early october, just arround her wedding date, and we all know babies dont come when they are suppose to.

So stressed all night, about this and think that i will try and avoid dtd especially around o time, just so i dont conflict with her.

What are your thoughts, honestly am i doing the right thing, i feel its right for her but not for me?

oh my gosh wat a terrble thing 2 say that u r not 2 steal het lime light ,,,, gosh. u will do wat your heart feels , no matter wat ppl say 2 u,,i know i would just say u dont have 2 have me in your bridal party in case i do fall pg then that way u r protecting yourself if u know wat i mean the she cant come back at u , thats if u r in the wedding party if u not then it shouldnt matter.
all the best
just my oppinion

[Tanya]

Hi Folks,

Closing this now... there is no need for two TTC threads.

Please find the designated TTC chatter thread HERE

Please join in

Tanya