Hi All,

I think this is going to be a long thread.... Sorry for the long post but I am trying to vent out my stress and at the same time hope to hear from those who experienced something similar to my case.

Okay... here I come!

I've always had my period the same day every month.... DD is 8 months now and DH and I are planning TTC but my period has gone hay wire since having DD.

I stop breastfeeding when DD was 4 months old. While I was BF, I was on a birth control pill (a single component only). When DD was 6 months old, I switched to the combination birth control as I was not BF anymore thus would not harm DD in any way. I was on the combination pill for only 1 month and have completely stopped on contraceptives. I only started my AF when I was on the combination pill and that only happened that very once... my AF lasted for 5 days. Since then, I have not had any AF and I am NOT pregnant after 3 home pregnancy test 2 weeks after my AF due date. But the odd thing is when I am supposed to have AF... I feel cramps all those 5 days... When those 5 days have gone... the cramps went away...but now, I've been feeling cramps here and there even though it's not time for AF!?

DH and I are really hoping to conceive but it's impossible without AF!!! At first, I thought it might be stress... then I started worrying if there's something wrong internally with me preventing me from conceiving... I am so scared and don't really know how to talk about this issue to DH.

I am going crazy these days because I've been testing myself with HPT for so many times... I feel so disappointed in what's happening. Lately, I've been feeling a little off because of this. DD's been my sunshine everyday... without her, I don't think I could bring out the smile since I'm just stuck on worrying sick!

Did anyone go through the same thing? SIGH