Hi Deb
I'm also currently TTC #2..just started this month - and ur right, it is a very scary thing and DH and i could spend forever thinking about it and worrying about the right decision... but i know deep down that this is what i REALLY want for my family.

I never thought i'd want my chn close together but now that i have Ella i would LOVE to give her a sibling to share her life with and i'm just now at the point of it being a reality and am overwhelmed with excitement as well as fear of disappointment if it doesn't happen soon.

I think that any new and life-changing decision is going to take a while to feel right...sometimes we just need to take the plunge! Hope u feel more assured about ur decision soon